Teresa Ann Frazee has been a visual artist for over thirty years, with juried and international exhibitions including solo shows in galleries, museums and other venues, receiving many awards and honors. Teresa has also been pursuing her other love, writing.
Teresa has had her work exhibited in the following magazines and books. Literary House Review, Skyline Magazine,  Poetry Shelter, The Horror Zine, Twice the Terror, The Horror Zine Anthology, Death Head Grin Magazine and Ebook Anthology, What Fears Become: The Horror Zine Anthology, Aphelion, My Word Wizard, Story Mania and The Original Van Gogh's Ear. Teresa is the founder and host of the Boca Raton Museum of Art, Artists' Guild Poetry Reading Series: "Art & Literature" , author of "New City Souls" Poetry Cabaret and author of Sebastian Kane,  performance. Inside her world of make-believe, she paints and writes what she knows to be true. Bound by the creative force, she leaves reality entirely up to you.



                      

Moonlit Manifesto
 by
 Teresa Ann Frazee


Truly you humans are all the same
Did you ever offer me your hand?
In all the centuries I have roamed
Still from your hallowed ground I am banned


Loved me in novels and cinema
But when I approach, you back away
A mythical curiosity
Among the unseen in the light of day


A pale menace in a vampiric state
An exiled soul with all pleasure past
A detached heir of the unforgiven
Forced into this monstrous role I’m cast


In a stony bed rumpled with leaves
Slowly rising from the punished earth
So at home in the first chill of night
Eternally lonely since my birth


A lost resemblance of affection
May a bridegroom bring to me
Live forever in our kind of love
Rewrite the script of my destiny


When the hour comes around at last
On a plasmatic feast we shall dine
Secluded beyond the iron gate
As he reigns in the seat next to mine


Circling ravens will serve as witness
For in a gown of gauze I’ll be dressed
Our infinite union proves so divine
Even your ancestors would  have blest


Above cherubs will gasp at the sight
Not able to trust their very own eyes
Together we’ll fly in our neutral space
And let the fever in our veins rise


You and I are not so different
Do you dare deny the pang in me?
Go on, just try to dismiss my needs
Do not undermine my potency


But soon if love does not occur
With a barren womb I’ll leave this place
Do not worry I will disappear
And not disease your precious race


To be seen as the world’s infection
That is when you mortify my pride
I’ll sink beneath the assassin’s stake

Only then will I throw my cape aside


Or after the sun’s fiery zeal

As my inward breath will find its end
So I shall finally burn away
Leaving ashes to no mortal friend






The Mask of the Anonymous
 by
Teresa Ann Frazee


Who can identify the spirit that lives in a soul?
Within a societies blinded code of consciousness
Labeled nakedness tarred by their selected perceptions
As we sleep dreaming wrapped in the blanket of righteousness


We the heirs of the same half-way house as our parents   
Blameless sons and daughters wear the mask of the anonymous
Society evaluates each fast burning secret
Then they arrive at their conclusion through sheer pompousness


Androgyny, forced to chose ripe in the heartbeat of fear
Mastering no error in the bone, crossed through flame and hail
Many obstacles arise from our path to decisions
Reluctantly we must replace the mask with a thin veil


Revealed in the simmering venom of tongue-tied speech

In the churchyard as preachers warn for eternity’s sake
Mangled hearts masquerade deprived of a sense of being
Why do they ask us to be real then render us fake?


It is written down somewhere in these crowded ruins

On the watermarked text beneath the river of illusion
Engraved, nail driven through white picket fences on well groomed lawns
Behind closed doors preserved in a perfect world of delusion


Detached, stumbling through their habit-forming cultural darkness
Hidden within the realm of control, where such a time exists
Oh to crawl out of the wilderness and walk unyielding
And see with a clean eye where artificial light persists


Silent characters disappearing into gender roles
Those matters, incubated minds are not willing to discuss
Our free will slithers away exiting into nothingness
Is this the very best our current world can offer us?






The Other                          
by                        
Teresa Ann Frazee  

In my room, I am alive
Elsewhere, I simply exist
Hell - bent on artistic perfection
There my haunted hands persist 

In this creative trance
Where the norm disappears
The Other morphs the heart 
Until a single soul premiers 

Past curfews of conventional hours
I venture into God’s dreams
While critiquing demons perch
On steel studded eye beams                         

Imagination is sanity’s scapegoat
Let there be no confusion                        
Inside my shared solitude                        
Reality bows to illusion                             
 
There are no forbidden fruits
My conscious is totally clear
My duty is to purity 
Mediocrity’s lazy eye beware 

Our manhandled morality
Is a crosshatching of lies
Their origins are pedestrian
Echo the Muses’ cries 

No patience for hunger
Thirst is of no concern
Weariness is not relevant
The laws of passion govern 

Prussian blue soars
To an operatic height
Bound by luminous strokes
Of thick Titanium white 

Southern light spills onto
Canvas of reinvented space
Stirs the stillborn masters
From their artless resting place 

Like a flaming baptism
I’m cleansed to the bone                       
Freed from the matter                        
Of this body on loan 

Sentimentality lay fallen
Fear hides at the door
Irretrievably lost from the tribe
They’re of use no more 

A lightning pulse answers
The how, the when, the where
I share a castless shadow
When no one else is there 

I can smell the Other
As a beast can smell its kind
Instinctively we vow
To leave no idea behind        


    




            
The Light Under The Door
By
Teresa Ann Frazee


We the pale children of our time
Slide homeward across a hundred years
Into the darkness where shadows fly
Tonight we’ll play with our living peers


While the contented sleep dreaming
We roam about our old dwelling place
Where sweet memories are kept alive
Bartering innocence with time and space


Sweat pours through astral bodies
Dripping into sockets of cloudy eyes
Like faded pipers stirring boyish days
Of long hot summers catching fireflies


Or riding wooden horses that go round
Reaching to grab shiny brass rings
And the smell of tiny cakes rising
While lost in play on old tire swings


But dawn’s light muzzles our laughter
In a world of nothing all day
Imagining these things to come
With stiffened postures we lay


Our hearts are filled with dust
Icy breath trapped in the lungs
Only when the golden daylight falls

Can words roll from our tongues


Yes, speechless until we’re midnight born
Confined daily under roofs of stone
At night we join our small glowing hands
But we never seem to feel a bone


Like flaming rockets in the dark
When our sparks and lightning mingle
The jolt of life ignites our souls
And our imaginative senses tingle


Then up the black staircase we ascend
Cradled in a whoosh of rising air
Plunged through the light under the door
To our old room with it’s new heir


Will the living child accept us
Or will his hair stand on end?
We’re young and not certain
If our true natures will blend


Right near him now we hovered
He smiled then blew a hollow flute
Played us an ancient melody
A tune that had long since been mute


We danced on our vacant beds of rust
Once again moved our cold feet
And swayed the body in its way
To youth’s wild frenzied beat


Away from our monotonous rest
Flung our day clothes all about
Stomped on those lifeless things
And shook the world with our shout


Tumbling adrift toward anonymity
In a slow motion race against our curfew
As we played freely and left our print  
On the same toys we never quite outgrew


Suddenly dawn waved high her magic wand
As we scattered around she counted heads
Then swiftly caught us all with one hand
And gently tucked us in our daybeds

   




Bohemian Born
by
Teresa Ann Frazee


Woodland transients wandering in dark rhythmic motion
Sought a haven in the shadows of the outskirts of night
Liberated from the jurisdiction of social rule
Instinctively led through oblivion by an inward light


Anything is possible inside a soul’s wilderness
Laws of indifference pave the pedestrian tracks of day
Found a direction in a corner of disrupted Eden
Again, spontaneity has led fate hopelessly astray


Down where the hollow’s overgrown by the passages of time
When the restless hounds of midnight are in a savage state
They unleash a thunderous outcry loose upon the world
In which only the bohemian born can relate


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Prophetic Dreams
by
Teresa Ann Frazee


Once again the human predicament of sleep falls upon this still hour
Rarefied dust of a long forgotten dream whirls through the portals of imploding space
In the chamber of rest, eyes veiled in an anonymous white haze of snatched sight
The past returns, vandalizing the property of the present at a rapid pace


Incubated in the marrow of illusion, prophetic dreams feed on our existence
Some interpret into nothingness, knowing they don't impress any longer
They burrow deep in the transitory sludge of  subconscious habitation
Through a passage on the edge of oblivion, this is where they tend to linger


Colliding with dimensions of reality, dreams mark their territory
Keeping vigil, they wait in secret triumph until we become one by night
Like ventriloquists dummies, we speak their language and move as they would have us move
As we're masterfully weaned off comprehension, trading what is real for insight


Free now from slumber, the woken, still woozy, whose idle lives were lived from afar
Their baited will has been conditioned to give little thought to the minds  eye
Or the summoning odyssey that reigns nightly over ones imagination  
Back to a world with no sense of what is real, the truth is as good as a lie



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Sanitary Lies
by
Teresa Ann Frazee


They’re little, they’re white, they’re lies     

They sting more than heal
They strip you of your emotions
 Then tell you how to feel


They’re self-serving bribes
Disguised to mean well
Conditioning us like dogs
At Pavlov’s dinner bell


The stale black breath
Of tongue-tied lies
Tightens the blindfold
Around justice’s eyes


They have the power to charm,
Talking heads with schemes

Profit from your strengthless will
And steal your heartfelt dreams


If I believed night’s penance
Could erase the days mistakes
Or could spot the real Santa

In a mall full of fakes


I would roam about
With brainwashed fools
Like heaven’s ill-trained children
Under a system of mythy rules


Our memories are etched
With once upon a time
And happily ever after
Promised in a nursery rhyme


 Little girls with high hopes
Of becoming prince’s wives
Are disappointed grown-ups
Who hate their ordinary lives


Found the truth beneath a stone
Buried under its igneous roof
Took it inside, now I must
Live with all this proof


Held up to the light of day
Had the sweet smell of purity
Opened me up to fableless faith
Giving doubt a sense of security


Existed in the half-light
Ensnared in a web of neglect
Finally woke up freed
From a sleeping intellect


Burdened no more
From the weight of sin
Washed my hands of it
 Knowing where it’s been

                       

Put down the baggage
Of guilt and shame
 It is hard to believe
 Only you are to blame

                       

Ghosts in the attic
There well might be
But I can only testify
To things I can see

                       

To not know is absurd
A waste to be unaware
Nothing like the whole truth
To clear the stagnant air

                           


                                                        



 Miscast Shadow
 by
 Teresa Ann Frazee


My shadow comes from another dimension
One of darkness and restless form
She preyed on my innocence
On that very first sunny morn


The wanton things she does
I surely could not do
How vague her weightless eyes
Her hollow heart, I see through


Blurred in her unresolved place
Bound to cross the line
I stand foreign in her rambling shoes
The feet she moves are mine


Black spit emits from her inarticulate tongue
Indifference is in pity’s place
From this fragile order of power
I stumble to keep the pace


I’ve heard it in a homily
Do not give in to fear
And lose to a sufficient end
To all you once held dear


Upon witnessing my shadow
Do those many deeds unsaid
I call to a godly ear
But she’s always a prayer ahead


And soon after the sun has set
An unholy hush stills the air
Caught in a metamorphosis, I smell
Her blasphemous breath lingers near


The street light pours over me
I stiffen while she bends
Her wild arms flung around me
As if pantomiming old friends


Candles flicker from twisted wicks
Casting phantom postures black
I look straight ahead of me
But I know she’s looking back


Placing bets with mortal stakes
Stranded on the outskirts of luck
Fate sinks deep beneath the mud
Where the wheels of justice are stuck


But I’ll master my own identity
Ultimately live void of light
Stoop to her ecliptic level
And simply drop from sight






Disentangled Blue
by
Teresa Ann Frazee
             
Redirected, roaming life’s path without a guide
I call out for a miracle to take pity’s place
In the encroaching haze of night where shadows lurk
The darkness ravages light with a ghastly embrace
             
Left with the weight of decision slung across my back
Where reason has been circling and has dropped behind
Despondency and restlessness drag their mossy feet
Then suddenly everything becomes joined and aligned

            

The approaching howls of threatening hounds change their course
While wide–eyed creatures make their lairs under cloudless skies
Dawn’s light scatters across strands of disentangled blue
And tramples the past that heavily upon me lies

             

My still stumbling spirit begins to walk a straight line
A leveling wind blows and covers old tracks of woe
Now in the sun’s salvation I forge my path freely
Reborn I follow my wounded breath out of the shadow


Artistic License
by
Teresa Ann Frazee



I see a masterpiece
There’s no painting there
Gave birth to an image
Conceived from thin air


The stark white canvas
I recently primed
Requires hundreds of brushstrokes
Before my name is signed


Easels on the roof
Under a steel studded sky
Dabs of pigment vibrate
When the L train flies by


A swirling spectrum of colors
In a torrid affair
I stand back
To watch tempera’s flare


With delicate balance I walk
Between false and genuine worlds
Like a trapeze artist on a tightrope
Of simulated pearls


My self portrait
Doesn’t look like me
Looks more like
The person I want to be


Dali, Monet and I don’t belong
In the same breath
I draw from their well
For a drop of their depth


Their creative spirit
Is never laid to rest
Remembered always
As times honored guest


Downstairs a pair of old jeans
Go around in the dryer
Got them cheap at a store
That had a fire


Wore them during
Periods of blues and reds
Now purple stains
Run through their threads


Raw umber is caked
Under my nails
Compared to most
My personal hygiene pales


When I get near
The neighbor’s daughter
Her expression’s of a lamb
Being led to slaughter


She tells me

I keep nocturnal hours
And of spellbound days
My art devours


That I eat my sandwich
 With a spoon
Of course lunch
Is never at noon


I sing songs
Without the words
My acoustic style
Is simply for the birds


Walk up the street
While everyone jogs down
I’m as strange as a biography
Without a proper noun


I don’t serve
Sophisticated wine
And my scruffy old bandana
Hints of turpentine


Told her, her hair color
Was burnt sienna from the tube
It was meant to compliment
But she took it as rude


She’s looking for
A wedding ring buyer
All she’ll get from me
Is pseudo intellectual satire


Saving up for
A new palette knife
Not in the market
For a high maintenance wife


She says I am
Frightfully aware of being
That even in a thousand years
She’ll never see what I’m seeing


She wants to have lots of money
And pay with plastic
Anything more than posing for me
Would be way too drastic


Have a mixed breed
He keeps a decent watch
Now as my loyal model
I find he is top–notch


A yellow streak runs
 Down his back
Makes up with beauty
 For any courage he may lack
 
If he knew his portrait
Was an award winner
He would always expect
Steak served for dinner


He gnawed at mom’s fruit cake
Which makes a perfect paperweight
My irreverence caught on
Cause I’ve received no gifts of late


The clay like confection
Wound up as a door stop
That gets a laugh
Even from my pop


Could have followed pop
And worked with a wrench
The scenario has
My teeth in a clench


He’s retired now
With rough idle hands
That reveal a history
Of life’s many demands


I would have known
Those hands as being  mine
With a hard luck story
 For every line


Brother came by
He wears Armani
Hates his life
But loves the money


He lives in the hills
With his wife and kid
Auctioned off his soul
To the highest bid


A novelist he was
Never to become
So to the ravages of alcohol
He did succumb


He wakes up on
The lonely side of the bed
I’d consider him a loner
Cept for the mob inside his head


Sweet temptation

Lured him under
If he was a graphic writer
Is left to wonder


Now he’s a ghost of a writer
With destructive taste
The choice was his
To wade in waste


He loved a twisted plot
The mystery of a locked door
He put his words away
Now he’s not cool anymore


I dream I meet a gypsy
By the railroad gate
She met my brother once
But untied the knot of fate


She reads my palm
For a gold token
Speaks my lingo fluently
With English that’s broken


We walked the Painted Desert
Saw Georgia in a muslin gown
She said, “Come on in my adobe
And set your bones right down


You came for words of wisdom

I know only of this
Choose the world that best suits you
Then you’ll know total bliss”


I asked where Stieglitz was
On this imaginary day
She said he was in the darkroom
Printing with Man Ray


A bleeding heart
She wore on her sleeve
Gave the flower to my dream gypsy
Then we had to leave


My dream gypsy was called away
And prepared to go
To appear in another dream
For a poet she didn’t know


“It happens”, she said,
 "From time to time
I’ll shake him off
And you’ll be exclusively mine”


I asked what she does
Between dreamer’s calls
She said she critiques graffiti
On the subway walls


Was concerned for my subterranean muse
"Don’t worry” she said, “I’m not frail
Was born in the Bronx
Near the third rail”


The violined darkness
Traced her bohemian silhouette
My eyes pried open by waking
Becomes a daily regret


Wish I could say my brother
Took his words to ink
Life for him is good
Cause he gave up the drink


That The Museum
Of  Modern  Art will call
Offering to sponsor
My solo show in the fall


But my neighbor sinced moved
And took his daughter
Heard she married a man
For the things he bought her


And I met someone
Wearing dark wrap around shades
Stood six feet tall
Cause she was in rollerblades


She rolled in my opening
With a glossy Mona Lisa smile
She’s my type alright
Tells time with a sundial


I invited her upstairs
For etchings to view
Now my address is
Where her mail is sent to


Better fold up the easel
Up on the roof
Dog’s howling at the wind
But there’s no scientific proof


Catch the downtown train
In an inspirational snooze
To Andy’s factory
With my smiling gypsy muse


Those used to be highs and lows
Were endless tedium
But with my dream gypsy
I’ve found a happy medium